It had been a few weeks since chanel break up with me. Even though it had been so long, I still kept thinking of her, I just can’t get her off from my mind. When ever I took a bus I will recall the wonderful time with her on the bus, when ever I saw a couples holding hands her face will just appear right in front of my eyes.
I just get her off my mind no matter how hard I try. I really wish that she will come back to me again even though I know that’s impossible and we have a lot of things not in commend But I never change the way I felt for her, but sadly she change the way she think of me . I haven’t loved someone until that strong since 4 years ago. I even can risk my life for her even I know she doesn’t love me as much as I love her.
Every time when I go out with her in the past it’s like nothing I know I like her very much but the problem is I can’t few her love She like just playing around with my feelings as I thought when time passes by Our relationship will get stronger but I was wrong. When she says she want to break with me coz her studies can’t cop up when being together with me. The first thing I felt is my hurt starting to hurts As when I look into her eyes staring at me I finally understand She never likes me before, she just to playing with my feelings.
waaa... EAster is coming ler XD.City Harvest Church is going to celebrate easter at the Singapore Expo. they going to play a drama or opera of the life of the great jusus by jus seeing the making of our own drama, its like already very touching lia... All of us were told to bring some friends to the easter celebration i ask until alot alot of ppl in the end all say see first =_=" dunno wat to tell the cg leader=P... but it think in the end surly have de erm... i think... hmm nvm i think 7 april the easter celebration will end up pretty good i also ask some of my web friends although i never see her before only photos but i know she a kind person, i know her for abt 1 year already she same as me study in ite college but only diffrent ite sch's really looking forward to see her coming although she still thinking wan to go anot
24/1/2007 Bryan Ng Wai Keong
Today is 24 of jan 2007 n its my number 6 week in the attachment already. There fun times n sad times even stress. Even its abit stressful over there but i still like the attachment a lot I really had learn a lot during this course even it still haven’t end yet , I also had met a lot of new friends hmmm… which is way above my age but of coz not just because of the age different then cannot be friend ler mah. Right? Right =P
Hmm…. But sometimes really stress had to handle those angry customers. Customers that keep on use those dirty language to scold me….sad=( Sad de lor… I never even scold a dirty language before in my whole life n Yet i had to hear them scold those words.But nvm I guess I just had to look at the bright at least I got paid by this job…. Haha =P
Today i finally got 1 ppl say want to go to the celebration of easter ler^^ after asking so many friends =P... but nvm still the same as long got friend go celebrate easter with me. hmm... easter is still quick fall away dunno if i still can get more friend to join the easter celebration anot, but alot ppl say see first see first dunno still got who can ask.
Today is victoria birthday n i buy her a present but haven't give to her yet most probably i will past the present to her tml bah i wonder wat wold be her first expression after she receive the present from me... hmm... dunno nvm tml will know lia =)
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